Sorry

Wow, it has been a while. Sorry I haven't posted anything on here recently. Not much has been happening. Just learning stuff at school, doing some singing, and such things as those. In fact, I am down to my last 2 days of classes, which is just dandy. Unfortunately, this means that it is exam time. And that I have to study over Easter weekend, which is something that I don't want to do. For some reason, my mind seems to think that these are key family times, which they are, and that those moments are more important than an exam will ever be. Perhaps this is why I don't do so well on things where studying is required. I always feel like real life moments are more important. I am not particularly choosey on what my "real life moments" are, however, and I think that's what gets me into trouble. More often then not, I just end up on YouTube, burning out my eyes. So, while this is all well and good, to want to live those family moments to their fullest, I am coming to terms with the fact that I can see my family again, at other times too. There was a time in my life where I would go to the freak-out place in my mind, and make myself believe that if I left a gathering early or something, then my whole family would die, or some other drastic outcome. Yes, I did believe that no one could get along with out me. I still like to believe that, but I don't focus my life around that thought any more. Anyways, I think what I'm getting at is that there shouldn't be specific times where seeing your family is important. It should always be important. So, I am not using the excuse of family gatherings for poor exam marks. Here's hoping.

On a different note, I am trying to get a job. So, if you'd like to hire me, that'd be nice.

Goodnight folks who read this.