Hunting and Scrubbing

I am still looking for a job. I thought that the time between being finished at Supreme and getting hired somewhere else would be more enjoyable. Instead, I am stressed 98% of the time, and am frozen in a state of unhappiness and nausea. I know, it's my own fault, and I haven't been at this all that long, but it's still frustrating. I am so unbelievably bored. So bored. Who would've thought that I would ever want a job?! Part of growing up, I suppose.

On something completely unrelated, my house is a disaster zone. I am finding that every little thing that annoys my parents at home (ie., leaving cupboard doors open) now drives me crazy! They open, therefore they shut! Two of my house-mates are pretty good at doing the dishes and wiping the counter, but the other one does nothing. Yesterday, two of us were cleaning the kitchen; washing dishes, wiping the stove, taking out the garbage. She did nothing. Just watched us, and talked. So much talking. I'm not one for incessant chatter. I don't need silence to be filled all the time. Anyway, so she stands and watches us clean. I then decide to vacuum the house, because I am tired of having things stick to my feet. She then comes and asks me if I find an earbud cover of hers while vacuuming, if I could give it to her. I have no idea why, but that annoyed me SO MUCH! Why am I suddenly the clean one? I'm sure my parents would be thrilled about how much this is annoying me.

I would love to have a working vacuum. The one we have doesn't pick Anything up. But I managed, and now nothing sticks to my feet. You should've seen our upstairs stairs. They were Covered in hair. It was pretty nasty. "Owning" a house is hard work. Especially if no one else does anything! Don't worry, we'll all sit down and talk about it. I just feel like being incredibly passive aggressive right now.

I am going to finish vacuuming the basement, and then head off to apply at more places. Today is all about making phone calls.

I hate this so much.